LittleStarryOwl

 I am nothing but a hopeless angel boy Singing to the moon in desperation For a sign Any sign That the world is more than what my eyes allow me to see As if my notes would make it to The rocky satellite At all

I am in an endurance run For my mental state seems to be fleeting And I'm trying to catch up But how far will I last Before I implode From exhaustion Growing detached from others For they are snakes who spew their twisted lies On who they actually love and what they actually do Me being the punching bag of it all Every bond with them only feels like a death sentence That I put on myself Putting on the noose and pushing myself off Suffocating from the lies and abuse Not doing a thing about it Since the snakes will only coil tighter if I rebel Is it my fault for going to the Devil's Lair Or them for deciding to coil themselves around m

If you're struggling With this unpredictable road called life Please remember That even their downs have their ups That pit stops are always there to help And nothing remains negative forever And if you're feeling like you're falling into the dark Just remember there is always a light waiting for you And it will guide you back from the depths Just don't push it away If you're feeling like everything is crashing down around you Take a step back Breathe And realize that it isn't the case The world is still here And no matter what You are never Ever Alone There will and always be someone there for you You are loved Don't ever forget

Stars Twinkling and flickering in the night sky Looking peaceful and calming in an oversensitive world Forming a beautiful wonder that we all sleep through And I wonder every night as I stare out into the distance If I will ever be one of them

Hey Angel Do you love a man Who wants to choke on his own chains Do you love a man Who is on the thread between life and death Do you love a man Who is about to snap at any given moment Like a ticking time bomb Do you love a man Who is broken Into little tiny pieces Or do you leave him behind And leave him to suffer The fate he believes to deserve

I am a man. A man who has become As fragile as glass. Be careful when you tread with me, Or I might just break into a million pieces. I am a man. A man who has been through abuse. Day by day the punches are thrown. Breaking me down into little pieces of glass. What did I do to deserve this? Was I not good enough? Was I a bad kid? Please make the thoughts stop. It's like I'm riding a roller coaster, Twisting and turning as my emotions are messed with. Constantly thinking that maybe I deserve this. This is not a ride I want to be on. But it's a ride I can't get off. Though there are loved ones, Who are trying to piece me back togeth

Do you believe it's possible to love too much? I don't believe so. Whether it be love for ourselves, Other people, love from others, or abstract things. We all need lots of love. Sure, love hurts For a variety of reasons. But love also heals For reasons you have to find out. Love is a scary thing. Complex and mysterious. A game of trial and error. But once we beat the game, It's all worth it. I strive to win that game. Gaining the love I receive to others Not only for myself, But from someone else too. I love you.

They say that the North Star Can lead a lost soul home But my home is with you And you are my North Star So will I still be led to you Or will you take me somewhere grand Either way I am elated No it feels like I'm floating on a cloud Whenever I'm spending my day with you And I cannot wait to take the North Star So I can be with my brightest star

Whenever his boyfriend cries, He is there instantly. Equipped with helpful words, His arms wide open, And a song. To calm down those inner demons. Ready to show him... That no matter what, He is loved, And that he is more beautiful, Than even the rarest of gems. But even though, He can handle his boyfriend's problems. What about his own? What happens when his own inner demons come out? Ready to drag him more than 6 feet under. Or when his silvery grey wings come out, Showing how broken he is. All by his past and his past actions. What happens when he cries? Who will be there for him then? Well the answer is simple. His boyfriend is ther